damn....

1st post...
well...life's like shit....i dunno y i feel empty...
after the break up i felt ok...
bt tis is lik the aftershock...damn....
wtf....
here it goes...
it was the day i tot i had 2 leave....so i juz left without any responsibility....
1 year left me so much pain n pleasure....bt tis was easier than i tot...
juz walkin out the door...
but then it struck
she said something bout promises bt i nvr ever kept any promises
itz ok.....mayb...
welll
den it starts...she crappin bout shiftin school n all...
i was lik damn
who's gonna get me a new secretary 4 my division...
with all the jackass playin wif their dick n thinkin their dick is part of prob....fuck them
so it was juz all shit when she said dat...
then everythin settled...bt i still feel lik we're 2gether cos we argue often lik oways....n we sahred some love....
bt then i wanted move on....
i didnt wanna b the tky in december2007.....tht guy sucks....
no he didnt....tht part later....i gt some business 2 deal wif an asshole....
so then...the story goes like it will never end...
n it hasnt...bt am i looking 4 a new gal??hv i found her?
God knows...so dont tell me who the fuck is rite n wrong....cos itz me nt u tht's in tis....
you dunno wtf i'm goin thru...thks
God bless...!!