APYAC '09

God rly touched my life n chg me...
well..i am nt an angry person anymore..
i havent use the f word since i went the conf...
all glory to God...lol
well...nice confrence...err...speakers were man and woman of God..Rev. Mike,Pastor Clement,Pastor Julie,Pastor Lisa,Pastor Victor n the pastor who is a doctor...lol
well this is my update..lol...
all glory 2 God
Amen

me against the world

ok...stop
i wont use it...no...no more...y is it tht the f word is so common in me speech nw??
well
just found out i lost many ppls trust...yet to know more...
haiz
well...
2day is considered the worst day ok?
happy now?
getting played...etc...
wel..
totally no mood
hw am i gonna talk 2 the members 2morrow...????
well
screw it
frm 14 bcome juz 12 now
1st jan yue,then...........................
then angela...she resigned......
damn it
dun care d
hav i changed??
arghhh
i doubt ur presence even if its wrong
Mr. G, sorry...
i dun feel u....

e-x-p-r-e-s-s-i-o-n........

tis blog is nt a jurnall.....
itz wat i think so...it'z jus my feelings...etc...
will do a summary on my frens...XD
i would say i'm quite judgemental....
k..

back from the break....and again into the break....ON HOLD

hmm...hey ya...
nthg's up if ur asking me...
boring few months of preparation of the major....AND I MEAN MAJOR!!
exam........
well...spm
ok...i was away for a while cos i was away=D
so
life's the same everyday....
juz...without someone i had last year...
if u ask me am i looking bak... i wil say no...bt tht's a lie
i am...ok??!!
bt i dun get bothered by it....well
i will one day....when i have nthg 2 do...
so...
juz sayin hi
n hav 2 say on hold again...
till God knows when


GOD BLESS...
-ky-

....outcasted

who shld i trust??
now wat??
many times i wasnt in those things they had.....
damn
emo again.......

sjam....kss07/14

mr chairman....
i am mr chairman
bt i didnt wanna b mr chairman
till God put me in tht sit
tht sit wher i had shit....
ok
problems again
2nd man n 3 of his frens...
NOT HAPPY>>>
they start a damn army 2 go against me....
bt y i dunno
so
let me get some things straight k....
i joined 2 years ago
n God blessed me wif tht post
b4 tht
back trackin a few months
dec 2007...
in BB
an active member
nvr thought ogf joining sjam
till 2008
bout feb
i kinda gt intrested bt nt in st john
bt my ex was ther
tht time we were 2gether
so
she said
i would make a good leader in any post i took
bt damn
i nvr lead anythin in my live
the oni time i rmbr i waws a leader is during sunday school camp when i was std 5....
those were like kiddies game
so i thought i could handle tis...
they tipped me 2 b mr drilling guy....
then it came 2 their meeting...the ex comitee
i was....speechless when my gal told me
ur name is nt in....
so i was lik wtf.... nvm then
then mr 2nd man
he wanted me in his side
so i say
i giv u my support
i thought he could make shit....
bt he only could talk shit...
i didnt know tis till it was 2 days b4 annual g meeting
ok
back 2 the teaming up story
mr 2nd's best fren which is mr training
he was tipped 2 b mr chairman
so
mr 2nd was against tis shit
n he included mr current useless soft drill guy....
so
dat guy was juz lik a lose cannon
he was pissed...so bla bla bla
boring story
ok
2 da point nw
mr 2nd...
told mr drill...
i b mr chairman
u b my 2nd man
i was lik well so0unds lik a plan
den
it was lik ok ok
everythin in plan
till it was a few days b4 agm
we were flimming the surprise opening...
hey
wtf man
i inspired dat..
bt y r they getting credits....
i dun giv a shit bout tht...
God knows i did it...
so nxt it was d-day
so
we had tis thing called the surprise opening
i was the st 2 b surprised even though i was the 1 who planned it
bt tis was out of the script
i was excluded frm the opening...
oh man
mr pissed ky came out
met the big boss...
she told me
2 keep low
i was goin 2 get a Good post
GOOD
so
me n mr 2nd
knew 1 of us
so it came the time wher they chose who's who n who sits in which chair
so
left me n mr 2nd
n the vice chairman post...
MR 2ND
wait
rewind
b4 tht
i hugged tht guy n said
no matter wat work 2gether
he fuckin said OK!!!!
he's a damn......wait
dun judgeXD
so i was chairman...
n i had 2 face a mr2nd n mr training n mr vice treasure n oso mr guy handler(gay)
4 on 1
others
1 bak me
my ex
bt the other 8
sat ther n kept quiet
tis is the story
any readers
pls
try nt think juz accept
itz complicated in tis thing...
itz lik politics
nt lik the kiddish game i used 2 b in
GOD bless .....loyal to SJAM
and BB

emo shit.......F***

haih
gt 2 noe her(number)...oni u guys noe who her k....
bt f***(censored due 2 cm's requestXD)
damn man
she has a boyfriend...
bt i tot i wasnt serious...???
nevermind
the day sucked
hwork done...bt argued wid parents n bro
+ tis shit....
its a fking emo day 4 me....
ohhhhh..... damn!!!!
FUCK THE WORLD......its me....
public enemy number 1
tis day i nvr 4get man
29th of jan
a damn emo day
shit....y???!!!!!!
arrrghhh
frustration creeping into me skin......
I WASNT FUCKIN SERIOUS BOUT HER...
BT Y NOW I FEEL LIDAT??!!!!!!!
haiz.........sigh sigh sigh
God bless