tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-45318714219075894252011-08-02T12:00:58.273-07:00khttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05720321947294434364noreply@blogger.comBlogger91100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4531871421907589425.post-83778958453826902692009-12-13T08:39:00.000-08:002009-12-13T08:43:06.147-08:00God rly touched my life n chg me...<br />well..i am nt an angry person anymore..<br />i havent use the f word since i went the conf...<br />all glory to God...lol<br />well...nice confrence...err...speakers were man and woman of God..Rev. Mike,Pastor Clement,Pastor Julie,Pastor Lisa,Pastor Victor n the pastor who is a doctor...lol<br />well this is my update..lol...<br />all glory 2 God<br />Amen<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4531871421907589425-8377895845382690269?l=khaiyoong92.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>khttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05720321947294434364noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4531871421907589425.post-47440058986220545772009-04-24T08:21:00.000-07:002009-04-24T08:28:21.344-07:00ok...stop<br />i wont use it...no...no more...y is it tht the f word is so common in me speech nw??<br />well<br />just found out i lost many ppls trust...yet to know more...<br />haiz<br />well...<br />2day is considered the worst day ok?<br />happy now?<br />getting played...etc...<br />wel..<br />totally no mood<br />hw am i gonna talk 2 the members 2morrow...????<br />well<br />screw it<br />frm 14 bcome juz 12 now<br />1st jan yue,then...........................<br />then angela...she resigned......<br />damn it<br />dun care d<br />hav i changed??<br />arghhh<br />i doubt ur presence even if its wrong<br />Mr. G, sorry...<br />i dun feel u....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4531871421907589425-4744005898622054577?l=khaiyoong92.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>khttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05720321947294434364noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4531871421907589425.post-14991949900203081642009-03-19T01:22:00.000-07:002009-03-19T01:24:29.539-07:00tis blog is nt a jurnall.....<br />itz wat i think so...it'z jus my feelings...etc...<br />will do a summary on my frens...XD<br />i would say i'm quite judgemental....<br />k..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4531871421907589425-1499194990020308164?l=khaiyoong92.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>khttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05720321947294434364noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4531871421907589425.post-81381163298557467072009-03-19T01:18:00.000-07:002009-03-19T01:22:45.190-07:00hmm...hey ya...<br />nthg's up if ur asking me...<br />boring few months of preparation of the major....AND I MEAN <span style="font-size:180%;">MAJOR!!</span><br />exam........<br />well...spm<br />ok...i was away for a while cos i was away=D<br />so<br />life's the same everyday....<br />juz...without someone i had last year...<br />if u ask me am i looking bak... i wil say no...bt tht's a lie<br />i am...ok??!!<br />bt i dun get bothered by it....well<br />i will one day....when i have nthg 2 do...<br />so...<br />juz sayin hi<br />n hav 2 say on hold again...<br />till God knows when<br /><br /><br />GOD BLESS...<br />-ky-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4531871421907589425-8138116329855746707?l=khaiyoong92.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>khttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05720321947294434364noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4531871421907589425.post-47374974640592544742009-01-30T04:32:00.000-08:002009-01-30T04:33:04.422-08:00<span style="font-size:85%;">who shld i trust??<br />now wat??<br />many times i wasnt in those things they had.....<br />damn<br />emo again.......<br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4531871421907589425-4737497464059254474?l=khaiyoong92.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>khttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05720321947294434364noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4531871421907589425.post-84333640529347269012009-01-29T08:39:00.000-08:002009-01-29T08:58:21.288-08:00<span style="font-size:85%;">mr chairman....<br />i am mr chairman<br />bt i didnt wanna b mr chairman<br />till God put me in tht sit<br />tht sit wher i had shit....<br />ok<br />problems again<br />2nd man n 3 of his frens...<br />NOT HAPPY>>><br />they start a damn army 2 go against me....<br />bt y i dunno<br />so<br />let me get some things straight k....<br />i joined 2 years ago<br />n God blessed me wif tht post<br />b4 tht<br />back trackin a few months<br />dec 2007...<br />in BB<br />an active member<br />nvr thought ogf joining sjam<br />till 2008<br />bout feb<br />i kinda gt intrested bt nt in st john<br />bt my ex was ther<br />tht time we were 2gether<br />so<br />she said<br />i would make a good leader in any post i took<br />bt damn<br />i nvr lead anythin in my live<br />the oni time i rmbr i waws a leader is during sunday school camp when i was std 5....<br />those were like kiddies game<br />so i thought i could handle tis...<br />they tipped me 2 b mr drilling guy....<br />then it came 2 their meeting...the ex comitee<br />i was....speechless when my gal told me<br />ur name is nt in....<br />so i was lik wtf.... nvm then<br />then mr 2nd man<br />he wanted me in his side<br />so i say<br />i giv u my support<br />i thought he could make shit....<br />bt he only could talk shit...<br />i didnt know tis till it was 2 days b4 annual g meeting<br />ok<br />back 2 the teaming up story<br />mr 2nd's best fren which is mr training<br />he was tipped 2 b mr chairman<br />so<br />mr 2nd was against tis shit<br />n he included mr current useless soft drill guy....<br />so<br />dat guy was juz lik a lose cannon<br />he was pissed...so bla bla bla<br />boring story<br />ok<br />2 da point nw<br />mr 2nd...<br />told mr drill...<br />i b mr chairman<br />u b my 2nd man<br />i was lik well so0unds lik a plan<br />den<br />it was lik ok ok<br />everythin in plan<br />till it was a few days b4 agm<br />we were flimming the surprise opening...<br />hey<br />wtf man<br />i inspired dat..<br />bt y r they getting credits....<br />i dun giv a shit bout tht...<br />God knows i did it...<br />so nxt it was d-day<br />so<br />we had tis thing called the surprise opening<br />i was the st 2 b surprised even though i was the 1 who planned it<br />bt tis was out of the script<br />i was excluded frm the opening...<br />oh man<br />mr pissed ky came out<br />met the big boss...<br />she told me<br />2 keep low<br />i was goin 2 get a Good post<br />GOOD<br />so<br />me n mr 2nd<br />knew 1 of us<br />so it came the time wher they chose who's who n who sits in which chair<br />so<br />left me n mr 2nd<br />n the vice chairman post...<br />MR 2ND<br />wait<br />rewind<br />b4 tht<br />i hugged tht guy n said<br />no matter wat work 2gether<br />he fuckin said OK!!!!<br />he's a damn......wait<br />dun judgeXD<br />so i was chairman...<br />n i had 2 face a mr2nd n mr training n mr vice treasure n oso mr guy handler(gay)<br />4 on 1<br />others<br />1 bak me<br />my ex<br />bt the other 8<br />sat ther n kept quiet<br />tis is the story<br />any readers<br />pls<br />try nt think juz accept<br />itz complicated in tis thing...<br />itz lik politics<br />nt lik the kiddish game i used 2 b in<br />GOD bless .....loyal to SJAM</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">and BB</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4531871421907589425-8433364052934726901?l=khaiyoong92.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>khttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05720321947294434364noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4531871421907589425.post-22307557907592957472009-01-29T08:34:00.000-08:002009-01-29T08:39:18.091-08:00haih<br />gt 2 noe her(number)...oni u guys noe who her k....<br />bt f***(censored due 2 cm's requestXD)<br />damn man<br />she has a boyfriend...<br />bt i tot i wasnt serious...???<br />nevermind<br />the day sucked<br />hwork done...bt argued wid parents n bro<br />+ tis shit....<br />its a fking emo day 4 me....<br />ohhhhh..... damn!!!!<br />FUCK THE WORLD......its me....<br />public enemy number 1<br />tis day i nvr 4get man<br />29th of jan<br />a damn emo day<br />shit....y???!!!!!!<br />arrrghhh<br />frustration creeping into me skin......<br />I WASNT FUCKIN SERIOUS BOUT HER...<br />BT Y NOW I FEEL LIDAT??!!!!!!!<br />haiz.........sigh sigh sigh<br />God bless<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4531871421907589425-2230755790759295747?l=khaiyoong92.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>khttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05720321947294434364noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4531871421907589425.post-41716981764594828132009-01-28T08:25:00.000-08:002009-01-28T08:49:05.964-08:00<span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-family: lucida grande;">tis is a story of 4...</span><br /><span style="font-family: lucida grande;">friends....</span><br /><span style="font-family: lucida grande;">4 was the number bt said i left...<br />i was ther al the while u...not you all...you...<br />YOU left us all...ok??<br />i left BB cos i was forced to....nt 2 b a distance frm u...get it.???<br />let's get 2 the point<br />it was dec 2007 when it was the day we...1st kjg coy were on our way 2 our public debut of our band performance....<br />well...<br />i told u i wanted 2 sit with u...<br />bt u said u had 2 sit with some1....<br />so wtf...i dun giv a damn...<br />den dj called me 2 sit wif him...he was alone....<br />so me wif him were checkin out some cars....<br />suddenly...'Miss Charming"(nt according 2 me ok...)<br />texted me....<br />the content of the damn msg was simple INSTRUCTIONS>>>>>come bhind...i wanna slp..<br />i didnt care bout those damn instructions...<br />so cont talk 2 mr dj...<br />ok...till miss tiny came n asked me 2 go...<br />so i was lik wtf....<br />ok ok<br />as long as u dun bug me...<br />no offence k....!!(..!..)<br />fuck<br />i didnt know it would come rite bak around...<br />she lied on me damn shoulders....<br />so the journey cont....<br />till 1u came...<br />we gt dwn...<br />after band i saw You...<br />u sigh n said 'i dunno wat 2 say bout u'...<br />ur fav quote<br />WHAT THE FUCK...IF U DUNNO WAT @ FUCKIN SAY THEN SHUT THE FUCK UP....<br />then<br />went 4 lunch+tea time...<br />so....<br />i didnt follow 'miss charming'<br />i was with u...n our damn crew<br />except 1 of the 4 wasnt here...<br />jon was wif another group<br />fine<br />so<br />bak 2 bus after fucking around in 1u<br />i didnt go 2 da bak<br />i was finding 4 a place....<br />so<br />the oni place was bside jian...<br />so went sit wif jian...<br />den..<br />she came...<br />SHE CAME OK!!!<br />so again lied dwn on me<br />again see the head shaking...i was wondering hw it would look if u were giving a bj 2 some1....<br />so...<br />bak 2 church<br />u dun even wanna talk 2 me<br />MAN!!<br />i was stupid 2 pick up the damn phone 2 call u<br />cos the following week<br />i was hearing my name associated with mr playboy....wher the fuck are my bunnies if i am a damn playboy...<br />so wtf...i didnt care...i tot u wouldnt do dat...<br />i was wrong<br />sch started a few weeks later....<br />u talked bout it again...<br />hey<br />CONGRATS>>>miss charming n i didnt caht after tht incident....<br />she is afraid 2 even reply me christmas wishes....asshole<br />den came to the part of ur damn story....<br />i didnt say a shit ok...<br />i heard bout u so i juz said<br />owh...wtf...he said i was a playboy...nw wats wat?<br />so....<br />i juz heard tis....ok<br />i am stil tryin 2 love her<br />i was lik...wtf...2 months....hugs given in CHURCH!!!<br />damn........<br />respect ur rank as a nco in BB<br />n pls RESPECT GOD!!<br />so<br />u texted me<br />dun make idiotic comments....<br />ok<br />hw bout u???<br />i dun respect u no more...<br />n 1 more....<br />r u even fit 2 b a leader....<br />y nt take a moment 2 think....<br />nt juz admire urself all the time...get it??ur nt better than any1...God just blessed u with talents....<br />well...<br />i took everythin u said n accepted it...didnt wanna explain cos u cant take it...<br />now i let go of this burden<br />n readers....dun judge...understand if nt FO...<br />God Bless<br /></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4531871421907589425-4171698176459482813?l=khaiyoong92.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>khttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05720321947294434364noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4531871421907589425.post-33416152996778293112009-01-28T07:49:00.000-08:002009-01-28T07:58:26.559-08:001st post...<br /><span style="font-size:85%;">well...life's like shit....i dunno y i feel empty...<br />after the break up i felt ok...<br />bt tis is lik the aftershock...damn....<br />wtf....<br />here it goes...<br />it was the day i tot i had 2 leave....so i juz left without any responsibility....<br />1 year left me so much pain n pleasure....bt tis was easier than i tot...<br />juz walkin out the door...<br />but then it struck<br />she said something bout promises bt i nvr ever kept any promises<br />itz ok.....mayb...<br />welll<br />den it starts...she crappin bout shiftin school n all...<br />i was lik damn<br />who's gonna get me a new secretary 4 my division...<br />with all the jackass playin wif their dick n thinkin their dick is part of prob....fuck them<br />so it was juz all shit when she said dat...<br />then everythin settled...bt i still feel lik we're 2gether cos we argue often lik oways....n we sahred some love....<br />bt then i wanted move on....<br />i didnt wanna b the tky in december2007.....tht guy sucks....<br />no he didnt....tht part later....i gt some business 2 deal wif an asshole....<br />so then...the story goes like it will never end...<br />n it hasnt...bt am i looking 4 a new gal??hv i found her?<br />God knows...so dont tell me who the fuck is rite n wrong....cos itz me nt u tht's in tis....<br />you dunno wtf i'm goin thru...thks<br />God bless...!!<br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4531871421907589425-3341615299677829311?l=khaiyoong92.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>khttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05720321947294434364noreply@blogger.com0